tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-336452592011-04-22T11:24:57.373+08:00Janellius :phttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14201064991217963302noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33645259.post-1157863797951225692006-09-10T12:42:00.000+08:002006-09-10T12:58:04.380+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>And THEY Partied</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Them only. Deh joke lang. Haha. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I went to the party but I didn't dance. [Muahaha] That's one thing I can't do--especially in public. Last night, I tried to 'dance' but I just can't and so we ended up being one of the corny people who just sat around. [aww..haha] But I stood up sometimes, and made pilit Ate Steph to dance. But she won't dance unless I dance. So yun, pareho kaming di sumayaw. Ahahah.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">There were dancing queens and kings naman eh. The mega hyper ones--sumasayaw mula umpisa hanggang matapos yung party. So nanood na lang kami sa kanila..haha.<br />The party started out fun and hyper. I liked it at the start then..<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I don't know. There's just this unavoidable pain that I knew I would feel even before I decided to come to the party--the pain in knowing that you can't be with the person you want to be with at that night. And to think that the person you want to be with is right there, in front of you, and yet you cannot go near and be with that person alone. What's worse is when the DJ plays a series of emo and senti songs. It hurt my ear like it was heavy metal..like it was the threshold of pain already. Add up the sight of people dancing slow dances with the emo songs. <em>Damn.</em> [aww..andrama. lol. ;p]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And the worst--maybe the threshold of destruction--is when you see your crush with someone. Along with the emo songs and slow dances...they sat in one corner, seemingly enjoying oneself. <em>Buti na lang 'di sila nagslow dance</em>. What could I do then? I went out of the room, so I may not see them..but I still can, with the glass walls between us..clearly even. And then I came back to my seat. <em>Now I know what to do..</em> In the darkness of the lights, my hands held my eyeglasses. They slowly removed it from my eyes..until the sight I don't want to see became a blurr. <em>Perfect.</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In an instant, I can't see them anymore. But the deafening senti music..I can't do anything about it anymore. The music still pierced my heart while I imagine them still on that same corner. Now I wondered why I went in the party.<br />---------><br />Haha. Joke lang yan. Imagination ko lang yan. Naisip ko yan kagabi..hehe.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33645259-115786379795122569?l=orderedchaos92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janellius :phttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14201064991217963302noreply@blogger.com2